it appears that i have to pick up the pieces and begin anew. again. after being so sure that i would never have to pick up the pieces ever again. i guess there's really no such thing as a sure thing.

on a weirder note, here's a list of the inane things that have happened to me lately :
1. a guy i used to go out with asked me to be the host of his wedding reception. his bride doesn't know about it and he says that for as long as the audience doesn't know we went out, all should be well.
2. in the movie credits, there is a "gay lingo consultant"
3. an iphone app i've been playing since november has a very anti-climactic non-end
4. online shoe shopping has made itself extremely available to me
5. my long-awaited knight in shining armor has decided he would rather live in the forest and play with the dragons, whom he has befriended

it's time for a nap.